Meet Erica Mae Mendoza Tullo. Nag-aaral sa Claro M. Recto Information Communication and Technology High School. 16 years old ngayong February 10, 2012. Nakatira sa Pampanga City. Author of.. #TPWHF and #JALS. Yan lang siguro ang alam ko sa kanya kung titingnan ko ang mga social networking accounts niya. :)

Facenook: http://www.facebook.com/proudlyictianako

Twitter: https://twitter.com/ecanghjkl

Pero dahil sa unexpected na nangyari, Nakilala ko siya ng lubusan. (Lalim nun! HAHA) Hindi pa man kami nagkikita personally. Alam ko na isa siya sa maituturing kong totoong kaibigan. Walang halong kaplastikan hindi tulad ng sinasabi ng iba na pag sa internet mo lang daw nakilala ay hindi mo masasabing totoo. Yan ang pagkakamali nila. Dahil sa twitter, Nakilala ko ang lukalukang girlaloo na yan na kaya akong patawanin ng sobra. Hindi lang yan. Vain din yan. Pansin ko nga parang lahat ng nakikilala kong tagapampanga may pagkavain. Hahahaha.

Siya yung tipo ng tao na madali mo makakasundo. :) Sobrang maswerte akong nakilala ko siya. :) She’s Pretty inside and outside. Beauty Queen pa nga yan e. Diba mare? Haha

Unang beses ko siya nakilala, Hindi ako nailang makipagchikahan sa kanya. Nagtatawagan pa kami niyan dati. Though lagi nauudlot pagkikita namin dahil sa layo ng pampanga. HAHAHAHA. But still, Hindi naman nagbago friendship namin. Tinuturing ko na silang kapatid ni Loise and one day, I wish na magkitakita kami. :)

Isang talent na sobrang hinahangaan ko sa kanya any ang kagalingan niya sa pag-awit (Promote promote din. HAHAHAHA). Minsan nga naiisip ko, Bakit parang ang unfair. Ako walang ganyang boses. HAHAHAHA. Feeling ko magiging sikat na singer yan e. Parang sina Sarah G. O ha. Hahaha. Pakinggan niyo mga covers niya. Hahanga kayo. Promise! :)

Twitmusic: http://www.twitmusic.com/artists/erica-mae-tullo

Mare. Eto yung message. HAHAHA. Akala mo nalimutan ko no? Sinadya kong late to ipost. Para naman may effort. Hahahaha. Happy Happy Birthday! Sobrang thank you kase lagi ka nandiyan for me. Yung pagiging good listener at adviser mo. Kahit na friends tayo through internet. Alam kong true friend ka at para na talaga kitang kapatid. Lagi lang din ako andito para sayo. Sana wag ka magbago. Love na love kita, Alam mo yan. I wish you all the best. Hope to see you real soon. <3 :*

Its been a while since I blogged about something. I just feel like blogging today after I realized something… Friendship is such a big word. Its one of the things I treasure the most. Family and friends are my strength and at the same time my weakness… They can make or break me.

I used to have this bestfriend. We used to be so close, comfortable with each other. His problems were mine too. Im always there for him and help him get through it. I guess that’s what bestfriends are. I think I was a good bestfriend but not after a terrible thing happened. A misunderstanding between his girlfriend and I came up. Its not the first time that it happened. But I never saw it happened again. I thought her girlfriend and I were already friends. I even treated her as my sister. But it turns out, Im wrong. I came to a decision to do what they want. Its to avoid my bestfriend. Its hard for me to avoid him, but I know that its the best thing to do. But again, the problem became bigger. It could’ve been okay if he didnt posted on my wall. After that wallpost my friends and cousins started to comment about it. They were so angry that they couldnt stop themselves. But yet I chose to be silent. It was really a heartbreaking experience for me. I was mad at him for doing it. He could’ve just talked to me. I would understand him but posting in my wall? Who wouldnt be mad? I gave him my trust and yet he broke it. He never even make an effort to apologize. 

October 28, 2012- Months after the incident. I never expected him to call. I dont know what to say or feel. I know its my time to ask him all the questions in my mind on why he did that but I cant. I feel nothing. I thought Im angry with him that’s why I cant say something. He asked me if I was still mad at him, But I dont know what to say. He even talked to me as if nothing happened. He shared me his problems which I dont know what to react to. I guess he’s drunk that night that’s why he was like that. After that phone call, I dont know what to feel. And its just yesterday that I realized why I feel nothing. Why Im not mad at him anymore, Why I dont care if he’s sincere with his apology or not. Its all because I dont care about him anymore. I feel nothing for I’ve already realized who my true friends are. Its all in the past.

Our friendship is something I really treasured. But if it was just nothing for him then may be I should just let it go. Once ruined, Trust and friendship cant be the same as before. Friends are treasures but we must know who among them are true and treasurable. :)

Hi Keyr. Ano ba meron ngayong August 22,2012? Chos. Plano ko talaga gagawa akong video, kaso hindi ko na nagawa. Busy ang peg e. Haha. Kaya I just made this blog post for you. O ha. Special mo dre! Haha. Pagpasensyahan mo na. Lol

Ano ba pagkakakilala ko kay keyr? Hmm. Bukod sa pagiging “VAIN”. :P

Pero kahit Vain yan. Aba Pogi diba?! Okay. Libre mo ko. Pinuri kita. Hahaha. 

K. Seryoso na.

Si Keyr yung lalakeng maaasahan mo. Mabait at Siya yung mapagkakatiwalaan mo talaga. Masiyahin at SINGER yan! SAMPLE!!! Haha. Siya yung kahit ang layo niyo nandiyan siya parati para sayo. Masasabi mo talagang True Friend siya. Akalain niyo nasa Pampanga siya ako naman sa Batangas nung time na yun hanggang sa asa bicol na ko ngayon, Siya pa rin yung adviser ko tuwing may problema ko. At infairness, May katuturan ang sinasabi niyan. Kaya hindi na ko nagtataka kung bakit ang daming nagmamahal diyan. Yun nga lang minsan waley yung mga banat niya pero matatawa ka naman :) 

He’s one of the guys na matino ngayon which is mahirap na ata makakita ng matino ngayon. No offense sa guys. Pero siya kase kahit maloko, pag nagmahal siya isa lang at wag ka, SOBRA MAGMAHAL! Yung lalakeng gagawin lahat para sa mahal niya. Yung kahit nasasaktan na siya okay lang basta maging masaya lang yung mahal niya. Kaya girls, DREAM GUY OVER HERE! THUMBS UP! :))

Ano pa ba masasabi ko sayo Mister? Salamat sa pagtawa mo sa Birthday greeting ko sayo kanina ha?! At talagang tinawag mo kong Miss. Ang Formal mo! Haha. Basta Keyr, Wag ka magbabago. Madaming nagmamahal sayo kaya wag ka na masad. Chos. Thanks for everything. Alam mo na kung ano yung everything. Haha. Dito lang ako lagi for you. Sana matupad wish mo. Goodluck sa senior year mo. Kaya mo yan! Hmm. Ano pa ba sasabihin ko? Sige hanggang dito na lang. Baka makaiyak ka na… sa kakatawa. Haha. WAG MAKAKALIMOT ha?! Magkikita na tayo. Malapit na. At kakantahan niyo ko ni Erica pag nangyari yun. :)) I Love You Keyr. Alam mo yan. HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY! :* 

“Ang Cheap naman ng pinaggagawa”

“Ano ba napapala nila sa pagpapansin?!”

“Tao din yan!”

“Mukhang tanga!”

The lines we usually hear from those persons who don’t understand what the fans of a certain public figure are doing. Siguro nga para sa iba, Cheap yung pagpunta sa mga mall shows, Pagpapapicture sa artista, Pagsigaw tuwing nakikita ang mga idolo, Pagsubaybay sa lahat ng ginagawa ng iniidolo nila at ang nauuso ngayon na pagtweet sa mga crush or idols nila kahit pa masuspend yung accounts nila or matweet limit basta mapansin sila, Kahit isang Retweet o Hi lang. Simpleng mga bagay na kung sabihin ng iba ay cheap o walang kwenta. Pero ang mga tinatawag na cheap at walang kwenta na yan ay ang nakakapagbigay ng sigla at saya sa bawat isang fan. 

Si Daniel Padilla ay isang halimbawa ng artistang pinagkakaguluhan ngayon. Nagkalat ang fans niya na sinusbaybayan ang lahat ng ginagawa niya. It may sound absurd but may mga babae na nagsasabing Pwede na sila mamatay, makita at mahawakan lang si Daniel Padilla. Pero Siyempre, Its only an expression for the fans, Yun yung way nila para sabihin how memorable and precious that moment sa kanila, Common Sense na lang diba? Pero kalimitan binabatikos ang mga fans na yun which I think is unfair for them, cause they are just doing what they think would make them happy. Fangirling is not a crime. Hanggang wala naman silang naagrabyado na tao, Why would we stop them from something that will make them happy? It’s not stupid. Those fans are the inspiration of those public figures na nageentertain sa atin.