Happy Birthday Erica Mae Tullo! :)
Meet Erica Mae Mendoza Tullo. Nag-aaral sa Claro M. Recto Information Communication and Technology High School. 16 years old ngayong February 10, 2012. Nakatira sa Pampanga City. Author of.. and Yan lang siguro ang alam ko sa kanya kung titingnan ko ang mga social networking accounts niya. :)
Pero dahil sa unexpected na nangyari, Nakilala ko siya ng lubusan. (Lalim nun! HAHA) Hindi pa man kami nagkikita personally. Alam ko na isa siya sa maituturing kong totoong kaibigan. Walang halong kaplastikan hindi tulad ng sinasabi ng iba na pag sa internet mo lang daw nakilala ay hindi mo masasabing totoo. Yan ang pagkakamali nila. Dahil sa twitter, Nakilala ko ang lukalukang girlaloo na yan na kaya akong patawanin ng sobra. Hindi lang yan. Vain din yan. Pansin ko nga parang lahat ng nakikilala kong tagapampanga may pagkavain. Hahahaha.
Siya yung tipo ng tao na madali mo makakasundo. :) Sobrang maswerte akong nakilala ko siya. :) She’s Pretty inside and outside. Beauty Queen pa nga yan e. Diba mare? Haha
Unang beses ko siya nakilala, Hindi ako nailang makipagchikahan sa kanya. Nagtatawagan pa kami niyan dati. Though lagi nauudlot pagkikita namin dahil sa layo ng pampanga. HAHAHAHA. But still, Hindi naman nagbago friendship namin. Tinuturing ko na silang kapatid ni Loise and one day, I wish na magkitakita kami. :)
Isang talent na sobrang hinahangaan ko sa kanya any ang kagalingan niya sa pag-awit (Promote promote din. HAHAHAHA). Minsan nga naiisip ko, Bakit parang ang unfair. Ako walang ganyang boses. HAHAHAHA. Feeling ko magiging sikat na singer yan e. Parang sina Sarah G. O ha. Hahaha. Pakinggan niyo mga covers niya. Hahanga kayo. Promise! :)
Mare. Eto yung message. HAHAHA. Akala mo nalimutan ko no? Sinadya kong late to ipost. Para naman may effort. Hahahaha. Happy Happy Birthday! Sobrang thank you kase lagi ka nandiyan for me. Yung pagiging good listener at adviser mo. Kahit na friends tayo through internet. Alam kong true friend ka at para na talaga kitang kapatid. Lagi lang din ako andito para sayo. Sana wag ka magbago. Love na love kita, Alam mo yan. I wish you all the best. Hope to see you real soon. <3 :*
THE DOOR. I Opened the DOOR. I Closed the DOOR. I Had a picture with THE DOOR. THE DOOR.
Its been a while since I blogged about something. I just feel like blogging today after I realized something… Friendship is such a big word. Its one of the things I treasure the most. Family and friends are my strength and at the same time my weakness… They can make or break me.
I used to have this bestfriend. We used to be so close, comfortable with each other. His problems were mine too. Im always there for him and help him get through it. I guess that’s what bestfriends are. I think I was a good bestfriend but not after a terrible thing happened. A misunderstanding between his girlfriend and I came up. Its not the first time that it happened. But I never saw it happened again. I thought her girlfriend and I were already friends. I even treated her as my sister. But it turns out, Im wrong. I came to a decision to do what they want. Its to avoid my bestfriend. Its hard for me to avoid him, but I know that its the best thing to do. But again, the problem became bigger. It could’ve been okay if he didnt posted on my wall. After that wallpost my friends and cousins started to comment about it. They were so angry that they couldnt stop themselves. But yet I chose to be silent. It was really a heartbreaking experience for me. I was mad at him for doing it. He could’ve just talked to me. I would understand him but posting in my wall? Who wouldnt be mad? I gave him my trust and yet he broke it. He never even make an effort to apologize.
October 28, 2012- Months after the incident. I never expected him to call. I dont know what to say or feel. I know its my time to ask him all the questions in my mind on why he did that but I cant. I feel nothing. I thought Im angry with him that’s why I cant say something. He asked me if I was still mad at him, But I dont know what to say. He even talked to me as if nothing happened. He shared me his problems which I dont know what to react to. I guess he’s drunk that night that’s why he was like that. After that phone call, I dont know what to feel. And its just yesterday that I realized why I feel nothing. Why Im not mad at him anymore, Why I dont care if he’s sincere with his apology or not. Its all because I dont care about him anymore. I feel nothing for I’ve already realized who my true friends are. Its all in the past.
Our friendship is something I really treasured. But if it was just nothing for him then may be I should just let it go. Once ruined, Trust and friendship cant be the same as before. Friends are treasures but we must know who among them are true and treasurable. :)